Valentine's Day

I know not what I will say
To him on this day.
Nor that of any other day.
I would breathe my name,
And he the same.
But so tragically lame,
Am I. That I cannot
Use what I've got
To catch what I've bought.

Oh how sad.

I reminisce
On what I'll miss,
All my days of bliss.
But he's with his lady.
How they laugh so giddy,
While I am so needy.
So, yes! I stare
And dream of an affair,
A love I cannot bare.

And oh Valentine's.

Alone I sit another day.
With a name I cannot say.
While he runs away,
I cry, and I hide, 
And I pretend I am okay.
"I am happy?" They will ask.
To that I will not say.
I will not break up their home,
Or their joyful way.
I'll just try to to survive 
Another Valentine's day.