Black Butterflies; Let's Pretend

You like make-believe and butterflies? No.
You don't want to believe in what you know.
Pretend we're happy so long as I smile,
Though, it feels like I've died for a while.
You don't care, you won't care. I know that truth.
Because I know I mean nothing to you.
     You can pretend, I know that you will
     Keep going to see how long it takes to heal.